Today we had our walkathone. It starts from the docks on one side of the stanley park sea wall all the way through and to science world.

When we got there i was walking with nikka and stephenie but micheal called meand told me he and some of the other were already at the first station and I was like what? how you there so fast? anyways I ran to catch up to them but they were so far ahead I thought I would never catch them. I ran and walked and when I got to the first station they werent there so I had to keep going by myself. I continued to walk, jog and run till I got to the next station which was the first detour and it went into the forst. I called micheal a few times telling him to wait for me but they just kept going but he said they were lost in the forst. I walked through the forest with Mr. Corkren (I think thats how u spell it) and at the 3rd station at the overpass adam calls telling me he was at the end of the forest. When we got out of the forest we came back onto the sea wall and conner and ryan caught up to me. We took a picture with my self phone lol then I left conner and ryan to their walk because adam had called and said he was near the consession and so did micheal. I kept on going and eventually got to the pool and the consession but micheal wouldn't tell me where he was and I got to the 4th staion and Ms. Ruus was like thats going to be a long phone bill. Then I kept going running and jogging and walking. I called adam and he said he was close to the Lines Gate Bridge at a consession stand. I got the the 5th staion and Ms. F. M. got mad because I was walking alone and she said that adam was way ahead. I called adam and said to wait at the bridge and he said okay so I ran and he also said he was at the consession getting food. Then when I was under the bridge and called him asking him where he was. He said how could I be there already because he wasn't there yet. So I waited by the boats but then Chris and Nickolas came and said they had passed adam telling him I was ahead of them. Adam said he was running to catch up and so we ran like hell getting to the 6th station before he caught up. He caought up at the other side of the big grass field saying tha he asked Mr. Vogel if we passed. We walked and fast jogged and kept going when he caught up. He said tha he had ditchdd micheal when they all say me running to the 9o'clock gun and he said they all hid while he kept running. Also ryan said that when he and conner caught up to me outside of the forest so micheal was behind us. We got to the second detour at the construction site near science world but we couldn't go through so we had to double back and go all the way around. We kept switching between dead walk and light jogs till we finally got to the last strech across the big parking lot before science world. Thats when me and adam sprinted like hell just for the fun of it and the drama. When we got htere we were dead lol and we got our food and sat on the play ground so we could see when the others got there. Are feet hurt so much and we took our shoes off and I called micheal saying we were finished and wew sat for like 30mins before conner and ryan showed up. Then maybe 20 oor so minutes later micheal M and micheal R finally arrived but ryan left with the first bus before they got there. We couldn't leave because we had to wait for the girls to show up. Ashley, steph, veronica and jen showed up maybe another 30mins after. Then maybe another 20 or 30 mins later meesha nikka and denila showed up then we could leave but we didn't leave for another 10mins to give the girls time to rest. Me and conner were supposed to watch spiderman3 together but he endded up going with meesha, nikka and denila to watch The Invisable which ticked me off so I just left.

Thats all that really happend that day well actually no. Later we had to go to church for my brothers confermation. We were at the church for like 1hour and 30mins then we went to grandvil island for dinner. We had a good big dinner and didn't leave the resturant till like 11:30pm and didn't get home till past 12am.

Well thats all that happened that day lol pretty good day for the most part. Well talk to yall later!

WEll today started pretty good same as always though ti was an activitiy day. But I dont feel like saying anything else besides what happened. Anyways this girl I like in my school her name is meesha. Also I have a friend named conner who has been my friend sinces grade 8. Anyways no one knows what happened all i know is of today they are going out and well...I dont know, all I know is I had to hide how I felt about it and honestly I don't know how I did it. It hurt so much my stomach has been hurting since noon today and well I've been able to hold back on the waterfall but dont know how long tha will last. Anyways my friend sarah is meesha's friend and I met her online and so she became my sort of councilor.

Here is the convo we had...

* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Yes I am
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Whats the matter
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im going to break soon ive been holding it in all day
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
holding what
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
read msn name dosent explain much but u can guess
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
sort of
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I am not good reading poetry Lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so you are saying that you want to spill everything you have hidden to Meesha
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
conner + meesha = ask ni a because im going to kill myself soon
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
not even close
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
see I told you I can't read poetry
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
don't kill yourself John .. there are people who care about you
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i know but im honestly would cry but dare not shead a tear because conner is my friend
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Okay so are you saying that Connor and Meesja are together
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
from what he told me? yes
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ask ni a when she gets back from the movies
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
WHAT and does Connor know how you feel
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well I don't really have nikka on my list
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
heknows i lik her and he did say sorry
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
sorry does not count ... if he really was your friend he would not backstab you like that
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
omg
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i just dont know anything anymore im holding the damn back and am so happy jj is sleeping over at a friends i'll cry when i go to bed
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
John you are too nice of a guy... you have to toughen up now and take what is yours
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
actually talking is making me cry lol and he says he dosent know how it happened so i cant blame him i can only feel sorry for myself
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
do not feel sorry for yourself
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
if i fight i will lose because the battle is already lost
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
and ni a sort of dosent help because shes like "sorry john"
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
the battle is never lost till I say it is
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
for a guy how likes his military history and warfare i understand that i have lost sigh

You have just sent a nudge.

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
sorry wrong botton
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well I still think that you shouldn't let this go down like this
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
that is the worst way
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i just dont know what to do it hurts just thinking about it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I know .. I think you need to be taken out ... so you don't think
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im not even sure if im really do feel hurt or am being adrama queen
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
nonsense ... do you really like Meesha more then being a friend
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im too nice a person its my natural ness to be nice
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I know tell me about it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
but don't avoid the question
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i dont know...i cant answer it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I understand that you are confused ... but I can't answer that one for you
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart sends:


John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thx anyways
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yay a song for me
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
do you know what I think you should do
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
and it is indeed going to be hard

Transfer of "Rosette - How Can Sorry Ever Mend A Broken Heart.mp3" is complete.

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im listening
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Try to move on with your life.... moving on to somebody new might help you get over Meesha but not fully over her that you forget what you felt towards her but you know
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i sort of figured that out already
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yeah Well thats my advice.. seems like I need it too
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
my stomach has been hurting since lunch and i think i know what it is
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I think I know too
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
and that is the worse feeling
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i figured that out today
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
but how can you still consider Connor a friend
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
never had it before
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
because hes been a friend for years and well...i dont know its just me
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I know when I liked Arnoldo I got so jealous when my friends would get a hug from him
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
but anyways let us move from this ugly topic
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i dont know what else to say im not in the mood lol
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im just listening to music
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
what kind
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
do u know the movie a walk to remember?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
heard of it but have not had a chance to see it
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
its an amazing movie i got the sound track from conner lol so im just listening to some of the songs
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
do you know what John
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
you and me.. we are similar in so many ways
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ive noticed
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well me too
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
brb
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:

* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
back
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
k
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so any better
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
a ver little bit
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
the mustic helps
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yes isn't music soothing for the soul
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I love my music
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol same
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
especially when I am feeling completely down
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
and thinking that no one loves me
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
what also sucks is the fact that i have to go with ashley to this adistion my dads driving, and she was asking meesha if she wanted to adition too but she said she'll come to support her and ashley sort of tole conner on the way and now conner wants to come too so ya
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
though we'arnt sure if meesha is coming yet
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thats ashleys department
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ive just giving the ride and support
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
omg wow does Ashley not know any signs
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol i dont know
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
and im also thinking ahead to the walkathon thursday, i was planning on walking with the girls but now i dont know anymore, i think im just going to slip behind or ahead all depends
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
because it wouldn't be fair for me to try and ruin it for them
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
it would just make maeesha mad at me
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ni a i think is going histarical that she went with conner lol though she is till not really talking to her in the first place
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well if I did the walkathon I would be there for emotional support
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thx
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
HEY that's what friends are for .. unless I'm just the counsellor here
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
no of course not ur a great friend
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
good then
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
funny thing is i think i saw it coming
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
the fact that they would do something
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
they were both acting weired with each other and everyone noticed
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Youch
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i feel so damn stupid
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
no don't feel stupid ..
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i cant help it i think i lost my chance back at valentines day
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
at least you did something on Valentines day
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well if you want Meesha to be happy then this is the best for it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
wanna hear my sad news
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
sure y not its been a sad day for some of us
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well yesterday .. the guy I sort of like I find out likes this girl .. and I think I might know who this girl is but I am not sure... all I know is that its not me
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol 4th person today with a sad story
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thing is from what i heard meesha didn't make nd idol and ashley was like to conner "hey conner i know how u can make meesha happy give her a hug:
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
today is definately Nobody's day
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
man good move
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
she should have gone
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Hey John give Meesha a hug
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
well may not for those two lol
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
going to get food may that will stop the pain in my stomach
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
back
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
welcome
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so did it
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im not sure im still eating it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so what you eating
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
hey what I find to work is Chocolate
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
macaroni and cheese
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
but Idunno if it is the same for guys
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ohhhh YUMMMY
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i just hope i dont stuff my soros with food
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
whats so wrong with that
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I do it
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
become glutenouse and become fatr
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ohhh thats true but then if you excercise alot then it still works
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
like me
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I'm not fat
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
yes but i dont get gym
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
the only excerise is goalball and wrestling and wrestling dosent last long
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well true
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
John what is wrong with us.. I don't see anything
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i dont see very well lol and im not excatly fasionable or good lo ing
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well same here but I don't think it should matter
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ya but there are different people with different ideas on what people should be
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
many of them people are age
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yes and it is pretty stupid if you tell me
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well if you ask
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
heh after eating my stomach still hurts
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i nkow that but its the way people make themselves
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
then the two of us need to find people who don't have a problem with us
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
the others dont think of me as anything bad im just me which is good its not them im talking about its other people
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well you should know what I mena
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
mean*
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ya i now
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i think
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
just nevermind
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I know confusing ole Sarah
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im trying to find an apoprate picture lol but cant
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
also have any good sad music to listen to? so i can put it on my ipod lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ummmmmm well there is the song by Whitney Houston I will always Love you but its not really sad
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol mind sending it if u can?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
umm I don't think that my comp supports sending music for some reason
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
damn lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
can you search it up or not
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i dont have a downlaoding prograjm
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ohhhh that sucks
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
last time i got limewire it messed up my comp
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. sends:



You have failed to receive file "Library.xml" from * [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been..

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
did u canel it?
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
cancel it?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yes I am trying to find it but it is not working and its sending the wrong thing
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ic
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
sorry
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
np
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i need suggestions on a picture to search on how i feel but i cant think of anything
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
a broken heart
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. sends:

Open(Alt+P)
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ya but that would be o obviose

You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\John\My Documents\My Received Files\I will always love you.m3u from * [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been..

* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so Idunno if that works but lets find out
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
a dagger through the heart It could symbolize Romeo and Juliet you know
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol we just finished romeo and juliet today
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
and try sending the song again
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
did it work or not
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
not sure i saved it but it dosent show
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. sends:

Open(Alt+P)

You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\John\My Documents\My Received Files\I will always love you(1).m3u from * [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been..

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
no its not and if it was a song wouldn't it be more B?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yeah probably
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
see what I mean
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
my comp is messed
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I tried
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol i c
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thx anyways
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
anytime I guess
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
if u find a pitcture that would work for my mood tell me where lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
alright then
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
need to get the reading of the electric meter for my project
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
alright then
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
back
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
welcome back John
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol thx
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ok anyways John I wish you the best but I have to go now
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Kisses and Hugs
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
tell ya what happens tomorrow if anything dose
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
alright ... Hope to hear good things
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
we'll see

Anyways ya I dont know anymore I feel so stupid and shit. Its all one big mess for me.

I know I havent put anything up on this but i felt i had to put this up because...I dont know. Well thats all for now.

This morning I woke up at 6am and found out that there was no power! I pretty much woke up my siblings and we started moving around and my grandpa was awake and we started putting candles up. My mom came home at around 6:30 I think and we put more candles. We had to use the bar-b-q to have breakfast and I had a candle light breakfast lol how romantic! We woke up one of the students and since we told him the power was out and there were delays because the lights didn't work he left early for school. The other student woke up too but when she called her school no one answered so she just went out. I was going to go to school but my mom said she would call first then when she called they said there was no school! I was calling people on my cell all morning but the only person I woke up was micheal at 6:15am lol! We thought there was no school for my sibs because no one was answering but later micheal said his mom went to check the school and it was open. My mom didn't want to drive them so I took them on the bus. This was around 8:40am and I got them to school at 9:00am so they were only a few mins late. On my way I made sure to call ashley and ask if I could hang there because I had no power and I didn't want to stay home. I spent the morning at ashley's and then we went and got them lunch because we couldn't find it. When we brought their lunch we stayed there till their lunch break was over and then we called nikka telling her lets go to the mall. We brought Kay along with us because her mom asked if she wanted to go. Nikka said she was too scared to take the bus by herself and that she didn't know how. So we wasted 45mins going down to her place and coming back to joyce. Micheal was waiting for us there and we headed straight for metro. When we got there ashley and nikka stopped at the bubble tea and they said to go get find the presents and they would be there soon. But after 10mins they never came and when we called them they said they went to get their friend and then they said that they got lost. We found the game but I could only pay for the game and not the memory card so after waiting for 30mins we got the game and left. By this time before I bought the game I let micheal go back to st mary's to pick up his bro and I sent kay back with him. When I got to joyce I went to clements and 5mins in is house and we left for the cnib. We had fun talking and eating for like 2hours I think at the open house then we went down to the party. We had lots of fun dancing though after awhile people got board and it was only me, grant and sabrina. My legs still hurt from all the dancing but it was so damn fun!

Well thats all for now g2g to bed night!

Okay I know I haven't updated since the begining of the month and not that there was nothing to talk about but I've just been very lazy. Anyways for some fun things to know the 15th was reportcard day and since it was a half day nikka and ashley said lets go to the mall. The guys couldn't or didn't want to come and I didn't want to be left alone with those two though I was watching Kay but still. I invited one of our other friends Meesha but they got mad at me for doing that, heh some friends they are not wanting to hang with their friends. Anyways after school we missed the bus and we walked up on but it was the time of heavy heavy rain and harsh winds. They didn't want to walk all the way but me and michael did. When we got to the skytrain the bus came but they weren't on it. They said they went back to school to get meesha. I got pissed because I just walked like 10 blocks to the skytrain and I had to go back but michael had to leave. Good thing a bus was already going in the other direction. I got back to the school and went to where we left meesha. She was still working and said the other were running around the school again. They came back evenutally and after a while we left though meesha didn't want to come. We went to the mall but didn't watch a movie. Ashley just got another book and then we watched Scarry Movie at ashley's. And that pretty much what we did.

The 17th was youth group though I was at the open-i Erin gave me a lift to clements but by the time we got there we were late so we just picked him up and went to the CNIB. It was just a talent show with almost everyone doing something. It was between guitars, pianos, singing, poetry and deacon lol. Anyways it was pretty fun and we had fun making fun of alex and soma.

The weekend was so boooring! And I didn't do any homework and I have speaches this week and current events and a math test tomorrow! I am so tired I dont know why o well. Tonight grant said he would come to goalball so lets hope he comes. Well I have nothing else to say so by for now.

Yestarday was the day of ghosts and goblans. We were allowed to wear costumes to school but as always my family never goes for costumes till the last second so instead of buying one this year I went through the box full of old costumes and made one. I used the robes for Neal from the matrix as my main thing along with black past and dark shirt, then on top of the the robe I put on a glitering vest kind of thing I used for my explorer costume project back in grade 4 or 5 then on top to finish it off I put a green hood and cape from my robbin hood costume from I think grade 1 or 2. When I got to school I just slipped the costum over my cloths and that was it. Micheal said it looked like a knight, Nikka said a muscateer and really I wasn't sure lol!!! I said to Nikka that it was a custome made character in SoulCaliber3 lol! She laughed at that and told Messha and she was a bit surprised lol. Anyways the school day went okay costumes all around scary, silly and just stupid. Adam was a fat chief, micheal was some G U-not thug, ryan was egor, nikka was an emo, conner was something I really dont know, I didn't see ashely's and ya that just some of them. After school there was wrestling practice though not alot of people showed up but that really didn't matter. After practice conner came to my house and we hung out and rested for a bit. Later Micheal showed up and then the 3 of us went for candy. Conner just looked in the costume box for something to wear then we were off. We only went up to the end of the next street over and back to my house and while we were walking back to my house conner knocked on a door but no one answered so he stole a decoration, it was a plastic rat. We got back to my house unloaded the candy and asked my mom to drop us of at adam's. When we got there instead of going straight to his house we walked to the end of the street gathering candy then crossed and started for his house. When we got there we hid our faces and knocked and when it opened it was adam's sister and she didn't know it was us. When we got in we said to adam that we should get going and get candy so we did. After getting ready we were off again. We went behind his house the area over there and we got more candy. Kashia adam's sister kept taking peoples pumkins and breaking them and on the way back to adam's coner did the same and then he went to step on it and he slipped and fell and we all laughed. We grabbed some fireworks and went back to where the school was and walked a bit and there were gangs all over and some stupid person thought it would be fun to fire on at us. It came 3 feet in front of me. After awhile nikka called and said she was at adam's so we had to go back but on the way it looked liked one of the gangs were following us and micheal got scared and started saying stupid things and saying I'm going to ditch you guys. Anyways we picked up nikka and went back to the park to launch fireworks thought we got kicked of the school grounds when a cop told us to leave so we went to the park. While there ashely called saying she was there and we didn't want to go get her so adam's mom walked her to where we were. When they got there we went back to adam's and launched the last few fireworks and then went inside and planned to watch a movie but endded up playing truth or dare. Though the girls were to wimpy to do any dares they dared conner to kiss adam on the head and they dared me to sit on conners lap we did both but I just wrestled conner instead. Around 10pm my dad came and picked me and conner up and we dropped him home and that was it. I got home hid my candy and got ready and slept. Well hope everyone had a fun and safe halloween. Peace out!

Yestarday was Nikka's birthday party. Me, conner, micheal roberts, ryan and adam where there along with ashely but micheal marcez didn't show and just a bunch of family. Anyways we got there around 5pm and played Mortal Kombat a bit on her PS2 and also soulcaliber. Then the others went and played XBox but I played SC with nikka's god brother Jon jon. We kept playing that for maybe 30mins or 1 hour but then they had to move the xbox to whree the ps2 was because the perants were using the tv. They played halo for a bit then switched to soulcaliber 2. After a bit of that we ate dinner and there was lots of goooooooooood food! We went straight back to the ps2 and put sc3 and pretty muched played that for a few more hours. Then the perants took that tv to do carioky so we went to nikka's room and watched tv and stuff. We beat the crap out of conner which was fun. After a few more hours conner and roberts and ryan left and since conner was gone nikka and ashely start herassing adam which was funny. When adam's dad came we launched a few fireworks. After fireworks adam had to leave. After that we just hung around in nikka's room but then were able to get back to the ps2 and more sc3. Somewhere around 12-1am jonjon's left and after maybe 2 more hours of ps2 we got tired and went to the room I was going to sleep in but we endded up fooling around and ashely and nikka wouldn't let me sleep and nikka kept taking the bed. AFter maybe another our of yackyackyack the three of us were just lying on the bed but I actually wanted to sleep so I just moved to the floor but nikka didn't want me to sleep on the floor so she said she would go to the other room and not sure how but we pissed of ashely. After those two left I went on the bed and almost fell asleep but nikka came in telling me we made ashely mad but after 15mins it died down and I could finally go to sleep, it was 4am. I woke up at maybe 11:30am and was lying there for awhile then ashely came in talked for 2sec and left so I go to the other room where they slept and we watched a bit of tv. When her mom asked what we wanted to eat we told her and then started getting ready. While eating we watched tv and after that we took the bus to Ockridge Mall but I think something is up with the CNIB card because I tried to get ashely on the bus as the gide thing but both drivers were like its not supposed to do that its only for you but they let her on anyways. After checking something they wanted we took the bus to metrotown. They shopped for a bit (cough ya right) and then after around 4pm ashely had to leave because of tutoring, so it was just me and nikka which was a bit ocweired. We had to wait around 1hour and 30mins so I suggested a movie but the only movie that was on was 2hours and we weren't sure if we would make it in time so we went to the food court and ate. We wasted 40 mins eating and talking and then nikka wanted to go to another store and after that we went to EBGames. What was funny is there is a Kim Possible game for PS2 lol (I MUST GET IT! YA IM WEIRED SO WHAT!?) anyways we then went to the arcade and played a few rounds of sc3 and then went down to wait for ashely. She was 45mins late and then nikkas perants picked us up. When they dropped me home my dad said we didn't have the car so we would have to take the bus to goalball but when I told clement that I would be late he just offered me a ride. We were only a few mins late and today was a fun day, mahamad came to practice lol and we did a bit of excersize and then played 3 halves. Stacy made me play center which I was like crap. I did good on the first 2 halves we won 8-7 but we lost the 3rd halve 0-9 lol I need to work on my center. Anyways that all for now ttyl and peace out!

Nikka's party was this saturday and I was thinking of a presant when it hit he! I know for a fact that she likes SoulCaliber and that she asked me to bring SourCaliber 3 over and that's it. She wanted SoulCaliber 3 so it was perfect. Iasked some of the guys to pitch in because I didn't know how much it was but in the end only conner, micheal roberts, and me payed. After school yestarday I just wanted to check so I asked nikka if she had it or number 2 and she said no but she said she would buy SC3 after her birthday so it was set. Next day I was going to the mall after school and I told ashely and she said she wanted to go to the mall as well. At the end of the day I think ashely told nikka we were going to the mall because she asked if she could come too. I let her come but when we were getting on the bus and ashely and nikka missed it nikka calls me teling me that ashely told her what it was and she wanted to know if it was ture and when I said yes she freaked out. She came with me and ashely to the mall and we bought it, surprisingly it was a total of $28. Nikka asked us to go to her place so we did and played for a bit. After 2 hours my dad came and picked us up and we went home. The surprise was ruined but in the end she was still happy. Yeash thats the last time I tell ashely my plans.

Today I went to Deacon's though it was like at bloody 8:45am and we sort of got a bit lost and I got car sick and nearly threw up in the car. Anyways when I got there Tayler came and to let me in. Then we hung out at Deaon's boat waiting for the others. Then we went to the recroom kind of thing where we would set things up. We watched TV and waited up there because it was not supposed to start till 10:00am. Me and Tayler were so hungry though and when Tomas and another guy Micheal came we were almost ready but we still had to wait for Alax. Alax was almost an hour late and I said that we would have to work fast because I had to go to the open-I thing so we went out to where I would do my part and after getting things ready, getting our lines and positions and making sure that no one was in the shot then we recored. It took 4 or 5 times before I got it right which is better then the others lol! AFter we did everything we had to we went towards Sitsca Square and got three more things I needed in my shot. Then we went towards the bus stop because I had to head of to get to the open-I and when we got to the front street the bus was just pulling up. I got on and said bye but after maybe 4 to 5 mins sitting down my cellphone rings and Wendy from the open-I calls and said that it was posponed till next week and I said, "That would have been nicer if you called 5 minutes ago before I got onto this bus." the good thing is that when the call came I was at a stop where a lot of people were getting on and I had enough time to make a dissicion to go back. I went to the front of the bus and saw a bus going in the other way and it was still letting people off so I asked the driver if that bus was going the way we came and he said yes, so I got out and ran across the street thanking god that it was a red light and that the driver didn't leave when I got to the door. It was closed but he opened it and I asked if he knew where Sitsca Square was, though he didn't know I just stood at the front looking very intently at the scenary making sure to not miss it. At the same time I called Deacon and told him to send some one to come and pick me up and after two stops we were at the third one and the driver was looking for a sign and he found it. I said thank you and got off, at the same time clement calls me and ask if I'm still coming over but I tell him I'm going to finish my thing at deacon's. Micheal was there to meet me and we headed to the second filming spot where tomas was playing dead. Then we went back for lunch of nacho chips and cheese and watched some TV. After we went to tayler's for another one of the locations. Then we went back to the recroom and watched the what we had. The first thing was deacon and kalsy at talyers filming something I'm not to sure though everyone was like "Deaon's rapping kalsy!" lol! Because he tired her to a chair and tapped her mouth and the shots tayler got were not right! And some of the sounds that you could here were just way to wrong! lol!!! It was like a 45 min movie including all of the mistakes and stuff. Then we just hung out at the recroom playing PS2 and talking till the movie lights came. After testing the lights for a bit deacon's mom made us dinner of hot dogs, tatertots and cake. Then after maybe an hour we finally started the last parts of the movie for the day. It took awhile and it was really funny and we kept doing funny things and deacon kept getting pissed of during the day lol! Anyways at 8:30pm Alax's mom came and picked him up and I was able to get a ride and asked to be dropped at the nearest skytrain which happened to be Science world. Alax and his mom walked me up to the skytrain and left and after waiting 5 or so mins it came and I was off for home. When I got to 29th I got out and there was a bus just pulling in and it was at my stop for home but the driver went on break so I had to wait. While I was sitting down a little girl walked behind her perants and while she walks past me she ask, "what's that?" pointing at my cane and all I could say is, "A white cane." and while she walks away she tells her perants its a white cane. I was like why did I say white cane? why not blind cane? or something that would make sense to a little girl? I couldn't think fast enough lol. Anyways after 5 or 10 mins the bus finally comes and when I get on I was about to sit but then a knocking comes at my window and I look up and it's alax's mom telling me she will drive me home so I got of the bus. She said that she thought my mom was going to pick me up so she was okay but then when alax told her that I was talking the bus they turned around and went looking for me. They went to Joyce first because I said I needed to head in that direction but they couldn't find me there and I found have stayed on the bus but alax remembered that I said 29th so that's how they found me. While in the car I said, "John it's time to put that mobility training to use." we laughed at that. When I got home went down and went to the tv and now am writing this. Well thats all for today cya!

Lol thanks for this it was pretty interesting




Here is more info

There are 4,923,984 people in the U.S. with the first name John
2nd most popular first name.
100 percent of people with the first name John are male.

There are 1,560 people in the U.S. with the last name Tee.
18372nd most popular last name. (tied with 468 other last names)


Also friday was a bit of trouble. Nothing really during class well accept math which I hate so much right now and I feel so damn stupid! I can't get any thing and it's pissing me off! After school we missed two busses and wasted a lot of energy chasing them even though they didn't stop! But after that it was okay.

Also I feel sorry for kaitlyn and hope that she's okay if you need anyone to talk about anything just ask because that's what friends are for. Peace everyone!

Today I had to go to the eye center and my first appointment was at 8:00am. Me and my dad had to take the bus and we got there at 7:45am. I had to do a test to check my field of vision first. Then I went to get pictures of the back of my eyes. I had to get eye drops but the first set didn't work well so I had to get a second one. We waited for like maybe 30mins-1hour before they checked again and I had to get a third set. AFter waiting another 30mins we went in. They first took a few picks with the stupid super-light-flash-camera thing. Then I had to get a needle so they could change the color of my blood so they could see the back of my eyes better. I was like f**k. It hurt for a bit then I had to take pictures again. I had an elergic reaction and they went to ask the doctor if I should take medicine. They gave me Benadril but instead of a tablet they stapped me with another needle! After that it got rid of the itch but then I got a bit woozy and had to liy down for awhile. We then had to wait another hour or so. We got to the last part which was just the doctor telling us whats going on. We waited like 2hours and we only sat in the office for like 5mins. We were there from 7:45am to 1:30pm only fricken cats! I was trying to get to school but never made it and am now typing this because I feel like it. Also my bloody arm f***ing hurts! Well peace!