The Journal of John Tee

The Walkathone and Jonathan's Confermation

Sun, 13 May 2007 05:09:19 GMT

Today we had our walkathone. It starts from the docks on one side of the stanley park sea wall all the way through and to science world.

When we got there i was walking with nikka and stephenie but micheal called meand told me he and some of the other were already at the first station and I was like what? how you there so fast? anyways I ran to catch up to them but they were so far ahead I thought I would never catch them. I ran and walked and when I got to the first station they werent there so I had to keep going by myself. I continued to walk, jog and run till I got to the next station which was the first detour and it went into the forst. I called micheal a few times telling him to wait for me but they just kept going but he said they were lost in the forst. I walked through the forest with Mr. Corkren (I think thats how u spell it) and at the 3rd station at the overpass adam calls telling me he was at the end of the forest. When we got out of the forest we came back onto the sea wall and conner and ryan caught up to me. We took a picture with my self phone lol then I left conner and ryan to their walk because adam had called and said he was near the consession and so did micheal. I kept on going and eventually got to the pool and the consession but micheal wouldn't tell me where he was and I got to the 4th staion and Ms. Ruus was like thats going to be a long phone bill. Then I kept going running and jogging and walking. I called adam and he said he was close to the Lines Gate Bridge at a consession stand. I got the the 5th staion and Ms. F. M. got mad because I was walking alone and she said that adam was way ahead. I called adam and said to wait at the bridge and he said okay so I ran and he also said he was at the consession getting food. Then when I was under the bridge and called him asking him where he was. He said how could I be there already because he wasn't there yet. So I waited by the boats but then Chris and Nickolas came and said they had passed adam telling him I was ahead of them. Adam said he was running to catch up and so we ran like hell getting to the 6th station before he caught up. He caought up at the other side of the big grass field saying tha he asked Mr. Vogel if we passed. We walked and fast jogged and kept going when he caught up. He said tha he had ditchdd micheal when they all say me running to the 9o'clock gun and he said they all hid while he kept running. Also ryan said that when he and conner caught up to me outside of the forest so micheal was behind us. We got to the second detour at the construction site near science world but we couldn't go through so we had to double back and go all the way around. We kept switching between dead walk and light jogs till we finally got to the last strech across the big parking lot before science world. Thats when me and adam sprinted like hell just for the fun of it and the drama. When we got htere we were dead lol and we got our food and sat on the play ground so we could see when the others got there. Are feet hurt so much and we took our shoes off and I called micheal saying we were finished and wew sat for like 30mins before conner and ryan showed up. Then maybe 20 oor so minutes later micheal M and micheal R finally arrived but ryan left with the first bus before they got there. We couldn't leave because we had to wait for the girls to show up. Ashley, steph, veronica and jen showed up maybe another 30mins after. Then maybe another 20 or 30 mins later meesha nikka and denila showed up then we could leave but we didn't leave for another 10mins to give the girls time to rest. Me and conner were supposed to watch spiderman3 together but he endded up going with meesha, nikka and denila to watch The Invisable which ticked me off so I just left.

Thats all that really happend that day well actually no. Later we had to go to church for my brothers confermation. We were at the church for like 1hour and 30mins then we went to grandvil island for dinner. We had a good big dinner and didn't leave the resturant till like 11:30pm and didn't get home till past 12am.

Well thats all that happened that day lol pretty good day for the most part. Well talk to yall later!

A very bad day and counciloring

Sat, 05 May 2007 02:45:50 GMT

WEll today started pretty good same as always though ti was an activitiy day. But I dont feel like saying anything else besides what happened. Anyways this girl I like in my school her name is meesha. Also I have a friend named conner who has been my friend sinces grade 8. Anyways no one knows what happened all i know is of today they are going out and well...I dont know, all I know is I had to hide how I felt about it and honestly I don't know how I did it. It hurt so much my stomach has been hurting since noon today and well I've been able to hold back on the waterfall but dont know how long tha will last. Anyways my friend sarah is meesha's friend and I met her online and so she became my sort of councilor.

Here is the convo we had...

* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Yes I am
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Whats the matter
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im going to break soon ive been holding it in all day
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
holding what
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
read msn name dosent explain much but u can guess
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
sort of
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I am not good reading poetry Lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so you are saying that you want to spill everything you have hidden to Meesha
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
conner + meesha = ask ni a because im going to kill myself soon
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
not even close
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
see I told you I can't read poetry
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
don't kill yourself John .. there are people who care about you
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i know but im honestly would cry but dare not shead a tear because conner is my friend
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Okay so are you saying that Connor and Meesja are together
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
from what he told me? yes
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ask ni a when she gets back from the movies
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
WHAT and does Connor know how you feel
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well I don't really have nikka on my list
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
heknows i lik her and he did say sorry
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
sorry does not count ... if he really was your friend he would not backstab you like that
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
omg
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i just dont know anything anymore im holding the damn back and am so happy jj is sleeping over at a friends i'll cry when i go to bed
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
John you are too nice of a guy... you have to toughen up now and take what is yours
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
actually talking is making me cry lol and he says he dosent know how it happened so i cant blame him i can only feel sorry for myself
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
do not feel sorry for yourself
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
if i fight i will lose because the battle is already lost
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
and ni a sort of dosent help because shes like "sorry john"
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
the battle is never lost till I say it is
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
for a guy how likes his military history and warfare i understand that i have lost sigh

You have just sent a nudge.

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
sorry wrong botton
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well I still think that you shouldn't let this go down like this
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
that is the worst way
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i just dont know what to do it hurts just thinking about it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I know .. I think you need to be taken out ... so you don't think
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im not even sure if im really do feel hurt or am being adrama queen
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
nonsense ... do you really like Meesha more then being a friend
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im too nice a person its my natural ness to be nice
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I know tell me about it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
but don't avoid the question
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i dont know...i cant answer it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I understand that you are confused ... but I can't answer that one for you
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart sends:

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thx anyways
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yay a song for me
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
do you know what I think you should do
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
and it is indeed going to be hard

Transfer of "Rosette - How Can Sorry Ever Mend A Broken Heart.mp3" is complete.

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im listening
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Try to move on with your life.... moving on to somebody new might help you get over Meesha but not fully over her that you forget what you felt towards her but you know
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i sort of figured that out already
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yeah Well thats my advice.. seems like I need it too
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
my stomach has been hurting since lunch and i think i know what it is
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I think I know too
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
and that is the worse feeling
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i figured that out today
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
but how can you still consider Connor a friend
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
never had it before
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
because hes been a friend for years and well...i dont know its just me
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I know when I liked Arnoldo I got so jealous when my friends would get a hug from him
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
but anyways let us move from this ugly topic
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i dont know what else to say im not in the mood lol
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im just listening to music
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
what kind
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
do u know the movie a walk to remember?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
heard of it but have not had a chance to see it
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
its an amazing movie i got the sound track from conner lol so im just listening to some of the songs
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
do you know what John
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
you and me.. we are similar in so many ways
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ive noticed
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well me too
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
brb
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:

* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
back
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
k
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so any better
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
a ver little bit
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
the mustic helps
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yes isn't music soothing for the soul
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I love my music
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol same
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
especially when I am feeling completely down
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
and thinking that no one loves me
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
what also sucks is the fact that i have to go with ashley to this adistion my dads driving, and she was asking meesha if she wanted to adition too but she said she'll come to support her and ashley sort of tole conner on the way and now conner wants to come too so ya
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
though we'arnt sure if meesha is coming yet
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thats ashleys department
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ive just giving the ride and support
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
omg wow does Ashley not know any signs
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol i dont know
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
and im also thinking ahead to the walkathon thursday, i was planning on walking with the girls but now i dont know anymore, i think im just going to slip behind or ahead all depends
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
because it wouldn't be fair for me to try and ruin it for them
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
it would just make maeesha mad at me
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ni a i think is going histarical that she went with conner lol though she is till not really talking to her in the first place
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well if I did the walkathon I would be there for emotional support
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thx
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
HEY that's what friends are for .. unless I'm just the counsellor here
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
no of course not ur a great friend
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
good then
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
funny thing is i think i saw it coming
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
the fact that they would do something
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
they were both acting weired with each other and everyone noticed
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Youch
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i feel so damn stupid
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
no don't feel stupid ..
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i cant help it i think i lost my chance back at valentines day
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
at least you did something on Valentines day
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well if you want Meesha to be happy then this is the best for it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
wanna hear my sad news
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
sure y not its been a sad day for some of us
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well yesterday .. the guy I sort of like I find out likes this girl .. and I think I might know who this girl is but I am not sure... all I know is that its not me
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol 4th person today with a sad story
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thing is from what i heard meesha didn't make nd idol and ashley was like to conner "hey conner i know how u can make meesha happy give her a hug:
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
today is definately Nobody's day
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
man good move
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
she should have gone
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Hey John give Meesha a hug
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
well may not for those two lol
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
going to get food may that will stop the pain in my stomach
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
back
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
welcome
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so did it
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im not sure im still eating it
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so what you eating
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
hey what I find to work is Chocolate
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
macaroni and cheese
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
but Idunno if it is the same for guys
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ohhhh YUMMMY
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i just hope i dont stuff my soros with food
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
whats so wrong with that
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I do it
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
become glutenouse and become fatr
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ohhh thats true but then if you excercise alot then it still works
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
like me
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I'm not fat
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
yes but i dont get gym
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
the only excerise is goalball and wrestling and wrestling dosent last long
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well true
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
John what is wrong with us.. I don't see anything
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i dont see very well lol and im not excatly fasionable or good lo ing
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well same here but I don't think it should matter
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ya but there are different people with different ideas on what people should be
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
many of them people are age
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yes and it is pretty stupid if you tell me
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well if you ask
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
heh after eating my stomach still hurts
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i nkow that but its the way people make themselves
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
then the two of us need to find people who don't have a problem with us
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
the others dont think of me as anything bad im just me which is good its not them im talking about its other people
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
well you should know what I mena
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
mean*
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ya i now
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i think
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
just nevermind
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I know confusing ole Sarah
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
im trying to find an apoprate picture lol but cant
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
also have any good sad music to listen to? so i can put it on my ipod lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ummmmmm well there is the song by Whitney Houston I will always Love you but its not really sad
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol mind sending it if u can?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
umm I don't think that my comp supports sending music for some reason
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
damn lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
can you search it up or not
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i dont have a downlaoding prograjm
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ohhhh that sucks
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
last time i got limewire it messed up my comp
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. sends:

You have failed to receive file "Library.xml" from * [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been..

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
did u canel it?
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
cancel it?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yes I am trying to find it but it is not working and its sending the wrong thing
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ic
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
sorry
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
np
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
i need suggestions on a picture to search on how i feel but i cant think of anything
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
a broken heart
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. sends:

Open(Alt+P)
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
ya but that would be o obviose

You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\John\My Documents\My Received Files\I will always love you.m3u from * [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been..

* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
so Idunno if that works but lets find out
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
a dagger through the heart It could symbolize Romeo and Juliet you know
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol we just finished romeo and juliet today
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
and try sending the song again
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
did it work or not
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
not sure i saved it but it dosent show
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. sends:

Open(Alt+P)

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John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
no its not and if it was a song wouldn't it be more B?
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
yeah probably
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
see what I mean
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
my comp is messed
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
I tried
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol i c
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
thx anyways
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
anytime I guess
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
if u find a pitcture that would work for my mood tell me where lol
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
alright then
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
need to get the reading of the electric meter for my project
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
alright then
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
back
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
welcome back John
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
lol thx
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
ok anyways John I wish you the best but I have to go now
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
Kisses and Hugs
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:

John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
tell ya what happens tomorrow if anything dose
* [Sarah] - - It was never meant to be easy. but this is the hardest it has ever been. says:
alright ... Hope to hear good things
John-What I hide behind the shield of my face doth devours my heart says:
we'll see

Anyways ya I dont know anymore I feel so stupid and shit. Its all one big mess for me.

I know I havent put anything up on this but i felt i had to put this up because...I dont know. Well thats all for now.

Power out and Day's activities

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 07:54:23 GMT

This morning I woke up at 6am and found out that there was no power! I pretty much woke up my siblings and we started moving around and my grandpa was awake and we started putting candles up. My mom came home at around 6:30 I think and we put more candles. We had to use the bar-b-q to have breakfast and I had a candle light breakfast lol how romantic! We woke up one of the students and since we told him the power was out and there were delays because the lights didn't work he left early for school. The other student woke up too but when she called her school no one answered so she just went out. I was going to go to school but my mom said she would call first then when she called they said there was no school! I was calling people on my cell all morning but the only person I woke up was micheal at 6:15am lol! We thought there was no school for my sibs because no one was answering but later micheal said his mom went to check the school and it was open. My mom didn't want to drive them so I took them on the bus. This was around 8:40am and I got them to school at 9:00am so they were only a few mins late. On my way I made sure to call ashley and ask if I could hang there because I had no power and I didn't want to stay home. I spent the morning at ashley's and then we went and got them lunch because we couldn't find it. When we brought their lunch we stayed there till their lunch break was over and then we called nikka telling her lets go to the mall. We brought Kay along with us because her mom asked if she wanted to go. Nikka said she was too scared to take the bus by herself and that she didn't know how. So we wasted 45mins going down to her place and coming back to joyce. Micheal was waiting for us there and we headed straight for metro. When we got there ashley and nikka stopped at the bubble tea and they said to go get find the presents and they would be there soon. But after 10mins they never came and when we called them they said they went to get their friend and then they said that they got lost. We found the game but I could only pay for the game and not the memory card so after waiting for 30mins we got the game and left. By this time before I bought the game I let micheal go back to st mary's to pick up his bro and I sent kay back with him. When I got to joyce I went to clements and 5mins in is house and we left for the cnib. We had fun talking and eating for like 2hours I think at the open house then we went down to the party. We had lots of fun dancing though after awhile people got board and it was only me, grant and sabrina. My legs still hurt from all the dancing but it was so damn fun!

Well thats all for now g2g to bed night!

Its been a long time

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:13:12 GMT

Okay I know I haven't updated since the begining of the month and not that there was nothing to talk about but I've just been very lazy. Anyways for some fun things to know the 15th was reportcard day and since it was a half day nikka and ashley said lets go to the mall. The guys couldn't or didn't want to come and I didn't want to be left alone with those two though I was watching Kay but still. I invited one of our other friends Meesha but they got mad at me for doing that, heh some friends they are not wanting to hang with their friends. Anyways after school we missed the bus and we walked up on but it was the time of heavy heavy rain and harsh winds. They didn't want to walk all the way but me and michael did. When we got to the skytrain the bus came but they weren't on it. They said they went back to school to get meesha. I got pissed because I just walked like 10 blocks to the skytrain and I had to go back but michael had to leave. Good thing a bus was already going in the other direction. I got back to the school and went to where we left meesha. She was still working and said the other were running around the school again. They came back evenutally and after a while we left though meesha didn't want to come. We went to the mall but didn't watch a movie. Ashley just got another book and then we watched Scarry Movie at ashley's. And that pretty much what we did.

The 17th was youth group though I was at the open-i Erin gave me a lift to clements but by the time we got there we were late so we just picked him up and went to the CNIB. It was just a talent show with almost everyone doing something. It was between guitars, pianos, singing, poetry and deacon lol. Anyways it was pretty fun and we had fun making fun of alex and soma.

The weekend was so boooring! And I didn't do any homework and I have speaches this week and current events and a math test tomorrow! I am so tired I dont know why o well. Tonight grant said he would come to goalball so lets hope he comes. Well I have nothing else to say so by for now.

Yestarday, Halloween Night and PARTY!

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:40:15 GMT

Yestarday was the day of ghosts and goblans. We were allowed to wear costumes to school but as always my family never goes for costumes till the last second so instead of buying one this year I went through the box full of old costumes and made one. I used the robes for Neal from the matrix as my main thing along with black past and dark shirt, then on top of the the robe I put on a glitering vest kind of thing I used for my explorer costume project back in grade 4 or 5 then on top to finish it off I put a green hood and cape from my robbin hood costume from I think grade 1 or 2. When I got to school I just slipped the costum over my cloths and that was it. Micheal said it looked like a knight, Nikka said a muscateer and really I wasn't sure lol!!! I said to Nikka that it was a custome made character in SoulCaliber3 lol! She laughed at that and told Messha and she was a bit surprised lol. Anyways the school day went okay costumes all around scary, silly and just stupid. Adam was a fat chief, micheal was some G U-not thug, ryan was egor, nikka was an emo, conner was something I really dont know, I didn't see ashely's and ya that just some of them. After school there was wrestling practice though not alot of people showed up but that really didn't matter. After practice conner came to my house and we hung out and rested for a bit. Later Micheal showed up and then the 3 of us went for candy. Conner just looked in the costume box for something to wear then we were off. We only went up to the end of the next street over and back to my house and while we were walking back to my house conner knocked on a door but no one answered so he stole a decoration, it was a plastic rat. We got back to my house unloaded the candy and asked my mom to drop us of at adam's. When we got there instead of going straight to his house we walked to the end of the street gathering candy then crossed and started for his house. When we got there we hid our faces and knocked and when it opened it was adam's sister and she didn't know it was us. When we got in we said to adam that we should get going and get candy so we did. After getting ready we were off again. We went behind his house the area over there and we got more candy. Kashia adam's sister kept taking peoples pumkins and breaking them and on the way back to adam's coner did the same and then he went to step on it and he slipped and fell and we all laughed. We grabbed some fireworks and went back to where the school was and walked a bit and there were gangs all over and some stupid person thought it would be fun to fire on at us. It came 3 feet in front of me. After awhile nikka called and said she was at adam's so we had to go back but on the way it looked liked one of the gangs were following us and micheal got scared and started saying stupid things and saying I'm going to ditch you guys. Anyways we picked up nikka and went back to the park to launch fireworks thought we got kicked of the school grounds when a cop told us to leave so we went to the park. While there ashely called saying she was there and we didn't want to go get her so adam's mom walked her to where we were. When they got there we went back to adam's and launched the last few fireworks and then went inside and planned to watch a movie but endded up playing truth or dare. Though the girls were to wimpy to do any dares they dared conner to kiss adam on the head and they dared me to sit on conners lap we did both but I just wrestled conner instead. Around 10pm my dad came and picked me and conner up and we dropped him home and that was it. I got home hid my candy and got ready and slept. Well hope everyone had a fun and safe halloween. Peace out!

Nikka's Party and Today

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 05:59:38 GMT

Yestarday was Nikka's birthday party. Me, conner, micheal roberts, ryan and adam where there along with ashely but micheal marcez didn't show and just a bunch of family. Anyways we got there around 5pm and played Mortal Kombat a bit on her PS2 and also soulcaliber. Then the others went and played XBox but I played SC with nikka's god brother Jon jon. We kept playing that for maybe 30mins or 1 hour but then they had to move the xbox to whree the ps2 was because the perants were using the tv. They played halo for a bit then switched to soulcaliber 2. After a bit of that we ate dinner and there was lots of goooooooooood food! We went straight back to the ps2 and put sc3 and pretty muched played that for a few more hours. Then the perants took that tv to do carioky so we went to nikka's room and watched tv and stuff. We beat the crap out of conner which was fun. After a few more hours conner and roberts and ryan left and since conner was gone nikka and ashely start herassing adam which was funny. When adam's dad came we launched a few fireworks. After fireworks adam had to leave. After that we just hung around in nikka's room but then were able to get back to the ps2 and more sc3. Somewhere around 12-1am jonjon's left and after maybe 2 more hours of ps2 we got tired and went to the room I was going to sleep in but we endded up fooling around and ashely and nikka wouldn't let me sleep and nikka kept taking the bed. AFter maybe another our of yackyackyack the three of us were just lying on the bed but I actually wanted to sleep so I just moved to the floor but nikka didn't want me to sleep on the floor so she said she would go to the other room and not sure how but we pissed of ashely. After those two left I went on the bed and almost fell asleep but nikka came in telling me we made ashely mad but after 15mins it died down and I could finally go to sleep, it was 4am. I woke up at maybe 11:30am and was lying there for awhile then ashely came in talked for 2sec and left so I go to the other room where they slept and we watched a bit of tv. When her mom asked what we wanted to eat we told her and then started getting ready. While eating we watched tv and after that we took the bus to Ockridge Mall but I think something is up with the CNIB card because I tried to get ashely on the bus as the gide thing but both drivers were like its not supposed to do that its only for you but they let her on anyways. After checking something they wanted we took the bus to metrotown. They shopped for a bit (cough ya right) and then after around 4pm ashely had to leave because of tutoring, so it was just me and nikka which was a bit ocweired. We had to wait around 1hour and 30mins so I suggested a movie but the only movie that was on was 2hours and we weren't sure if we would make it in time so we went to the food court and ate. We wasted 40 mins eating and talking and then nikka wanted to go to another store and after that we went to EBGames. What was funny is there is a Kim Possible game for PS2 lol (I MUST GET IT! YA IM WEIRED SO WHAT!?) anyways we then went to the arcade and played a few rounds of sc3 and then went down to wait for ashely. She was 45mins late and then nikkas perants picked us up. When they dropped me home my dad said we didn't have the car so we would have to take the bus to goalball but when I told clement that I would be late he just offered me a ride. We were only a few mins late and today was a fun day, mahamad came to practice lol and we did a bit of excersize and then played 3 halves. Stacy made me play center which I was like crap. I did good on the first 2 halves we won 8-7 but we lost the 3rd halve 0-9 lol I need to work on my center. Anyways that all for now ttyl and peace out!

Ruined Surprise and Gameing

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 00:09:41 GMT

Nikka's party was this saturday and I was thinking of a presant when it hit he! I know for a fact that she likes SoulCaliber and that she asked me to bring SourCaliber 3 over and that's it. She wanted SoulCaliber 3 so it was perfect. Iasked some of the guys to pitch in because I didn't know how much it was but in the end only conner, micheal roberts, and me payed. After school yestarday I just wanted to check so I asked nikka if she had it or number 2 and she said no but she said she would buy SC3 after her birthday so it was set. Next day I was going to the mall after school and I told ashely and she said she wanted to go to the mall as well. At the end of the day I think ashely told nikka we were going to the mall because she asked if she could come too. I let her come but when we were getting on the bus and ashely and nikka missed it nikka calls me teling me that ashely told her what it was and she wanted to know if it was ture and when I said yes she freaked out. She came with me and ashely to the mall and we bought it, surprisingly it was a total of $28. Nikka asked us to go to her place so we did and played for a bit. After 2 hours my dad came and picked us up and we went home. The surprise was ruined but in the end she was still happy. Yeash thats the last time I tell ashely my plans.

Deaon and Filming

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 06:03:50 GMT

Today I went to Deacon's though it was like at bloody 8:45am and we sort of got a bit lost and I got car sick and nearly threw up in the car. Anyways when I got there Tayler came and to let me in. Then we hung out at Deaon's boat waiting for the others. Then we went to the recroom kind of thing where we would set things up. We watched TV and waited up there because it was not supposed to start till 10:00am. Me and Tayler were so hungry though and when Tomas and another guy Micheal came we were almost ready but we still had to wait for Alax. Alax was almost an hour late and I said that we would have to work fast because I had to go to the open-I thing so we went out to where I would do my part and after getting things ready, getting our lines and positions and making sure that no one was in the shot then we recored. It took 4 or 5 times before I got it right which is better then the others lol! AFter we did everything we had to we went towards Sitsca Square and got three more things I needed in my shot. Then we went towards the bus stop because I had to head of to get to the open-I and when we got to the front street the bus was just pulling up. I got on and said bye but after maybe 4 to 5 mins sitting down my cellphone rings and Wendy from the open-I calls and said that it was posponed till next week and I said, "That would have been nicer if you called 5 minutes ago before I got onto this bus." the good thing is that when the call came I was at a stop where a lot of people were getting on and I had enough time to make a dissicion to go back. I went to the front of the bus and saw a bus going in the other way and it was still letting people off so I asked the driver if that bus was going the way we came and he said yes, so I got out and ran across the street thanking god that it was a red light and that the driver didn't leave when I got to the door. It was closed but he opened it and I asked if he knew where Sitsca Square was, though he didn't know I just stood at the front looking very intently at the scenary making sure to not miss it. At the same time I called Deacon and told him to send some one to come and pick me up and after two stops we were at the third one and the driver was looking for a sign and he found it. I said thank you and got off, at the same time clement calls me and ask if I'm still coming over but I tell him I'm going to finish my thing at deacon's. Micheal was there to meet me and we headed to the second filming spot where tomas was playing dead. Then we went back for lunch of nacho chips and cheese and watched some TV. After we went to tayler's for another one of the locations. Then we went back to the recroom and watched the what we had. The first thing was deacon and kalsy at talyers filming something I'm not to sure though everyone was like "Deaon's rapping kalsy!" lol! Because he tired her to a chair and tapped her mouth and the shots tayler got were not right! And some of the sounds that you could here were just way to wrong! lol!!! It was like a 45 min movie including all of the mistakes and stuff. Then we just hung out at the recroom playing PS2 and talking till the movie lights came. After testing the lights for a bit deacon's mom made us dinner of hot dogs, tatertots and cake. Then after maybe an hour we finally started the last parts of the movie for the day. It took awhile and it was really funny and we kept doing funny things and deacon kept getting pissed of during the day lol! Anyways at 8:30pm Alax's mom came and picked him up and I was able to get a ride and asked to be dropped at the nearest skytrain which happened to be Science world. Alax and his mom walked me up to the skytrain and left and after waiting 5 or so mins it came and I was off for home. When I got to 29th I got out and there was a bus just pulling in and it was at my stop for home but the driver went on break so I had to wait. While I was sitting down a little girl walked behind her perants and while she walks past me she ask, "what's that?" pointing at my cane and all I could say is, "A white cane." and while she walks away she tells her perants its a white cane. I was like why did I say white cane? why not blind cane? or something that would make sense to a little girl? I couldn't think fast enough lol. Anyways after 5 or 10 mins the bus finally comes and when I get on I was about to sit but then a knocking comes at my window and I look up and it's alax's mom telling me she will drive me home so I got of the bus. She said that she thought my mom was going to pick me up so she was okay but then when alax told her that I was talking the bus they turned around and went looking for me. They went to Joyce first because I said I needed to head in that direction but they couldn't find me there and I found have stayed on the bus but alax remembered that I said 29th so that's how they found me. While in the car I said, "John it's time to put that mobility training to use." we laughed at that. When I got home went down and went to the tv and now am writing this. Well thats all for today cya!

My Name and Friday 13th

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 22:44:18 GMT

Lol thanks for this it was pretty interesting

HowManyOfMe.com

There are:
26
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18372nd most popular last name. (tied with 468 other last names)

Also friday was a bit of trouble. Nothing really during class well accept math which I hate so much right now and I feel so damn stupid! I can't get any thing and it's pissing me off! After school we missed two busses and wasted a lot of energy chasing them even though they didn't stop! But after that it was okay.

Also I feel sorry for kaitlyn and hope that she's okay if you need anyone to talk about anything just ask because that's what friends are for. Peace everyone!

Today at the Eye Center

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 22:04:52 GMT

Today I had to go to the eye center and my first appointment was at 8:00am. Me and my dad had to take the bus and we got there at 7:45am. I had to do a test to check my field of vision first. Then I went to get pictures of the back of my eyes. I had to get eye drops but the first set didn't work well so I had to get a second one. We waited for like maybe 30mins-1hour before they checked again and I had to get a third set. AFter waiting another 30mins we went in. They first took a few picks with the stupid super-light-flash-camera thing. Then I had to get a needle so they could change the color of my blood so they could see the back of my eyes better. I was like f**k. It hurt for a bit then I had to take pictures again. I had an elergic reaction and they went to ask the doctor if I should take medicine. They gave me Benadril but instead of a tablet they stapped me with another needle! After that it got rid of the itch but then I got a bit woozy and had to liy down for awhile. We then had to wait another hour or so. We got to the last part which was just the doctor telling us whats going on. We waited like 2hours and we only sat in the office for like 5mins. We were there from 7:45am to 1:30pm only fricken cats! I was trying to get to school but never made it and am now typing this because I feel like it. Also my bloody arm f***ing hurts! Well peace!

Thanksgiving and the rest of the Day

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 04:23:15 GMT

Today is thanksgiving!

I planned to go to the mall with clement so we could go by the new mortal kombat game but I felt like having other friends come with so I asked conner to come. He showed up at my house before noon and we didn't have to go to clement's till 1pm. I asked ashely if she wanted to come and she said yes and that nikka was coming. When we were leaving jj wanted to come so we all left. We went to ashely's first but nikka wasn't there yet. After maybe 20-30 mins of waiting she showed up. Then we had to wait for ashely to get changed though we dont know why she didn't change first. I was bored so I said that I'd meet everyone at Joyce but instead everyone left ashely and came with me to clements. When we got there we picked up clement and headed for the skytrain calling ashely telling her to meet us there. When we got to metro and were crossing the bridge ashely came out of nowhere. We went to EBGames while ashely and nikka went to the movie thearter to ask if they found her wallet. The lind was so damn long that it was like 10 mins and ashely and nikka had already come down after they found her wallet. We asked if they had it and they said it wont be in till wednesday so we just pre-ordered it. I also finally got a new memory card BOOYAH!!! We paid for it together making a grand total of $105 lol! clement used all the money he had to get it and now he has to wait till wednesday. We then went to A&W for a bit of food then we went back and conner had to leave and me and my brother brought clement home then went to ashely's. I was supposed to help nikka with her Socials assignment but we just watched funny movies on the computer. After two hours me and jj left and went home. I got out my new memory card and started playing because I havent played that much lately. Then we had turkey and food and stuff and after awhile thats pretty much it. Well HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE! PEACE!

Fun at the Mall

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 01:43:12 GMT

Today me, conner, nikka and micheal went to metro town to watch a movie. When we got there I planned to watch "The Guardian" but then nikka said lets watch "Open Season" so we watched it. When we went in the movie before was still endding so we folled around a bit. AFter awhile we got hungry and pulled what money we had left after buying nikka's ticket. We got large popcorn and 2 drinks to share. People started to come in so we just sat and waited but after awhile the movie was supposed to start a lady behind us asked if we could go see what was taking so long so we sent conner. When he got back he said they were looking for the movie or somthing like that and then a guy came in telling us sorry for the delay and the movie would start soon. By that time me and conner went to refill the popcorn and drinks. AFter some funny parts in the movie the Bear was being dropped of in the forest and we made a joke that that is ashely but then nikka said no ashely would need to hellecoppters to lift her we were laughing hard but when conner said that no thats ashely when she hasen't shaved we just died! Me and nikka were crying because it was so damn funny and we couldn't breath! More funny stuff happend but I don't feel like writing it. After the movie we went to EBGames and then the Camps. Then we went back to Joyce. Micheal left and me and conner went to 29th because nikka wasn't sure if her mom would give us a ride but when we were at 29th she said she could so me and conner went back. She drove us to my place and I'm here now writing this and reading fanfics.

Also today I had 3 test, Forestry, Socials/Geography and Math. I think I did okay on the forestry and Mr. Strelaf says I did really good on the geography and then at math I was so scared when I was looking at it but then it lcicked and I hope I did most of it right! I need it to be as best as possible to get out of the failing grade I'm in.

Well anyways Happy Thanksgiving everyone write more later peace out!

Happy Birthday Jag

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 04:13:33 GMT

Just thought I would give a shout out to my friend Jag HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE!

Thats all

Mom's Birthday

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 14:09:19 GMT

Today's my mom's birthday though we aren't having a party just some cake i still just felt like saying it so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

Angell's Birthday, Today's activities and New month

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 05:45:36 GMT

Today was Angell's birthday but she didn't have a party because she said she was still tired from space camp pfff. Anyways I went to clements at 2 o'clock because my mom was going to take the car and I didn't want to miss goallball. Me and clement spent the whole four or so hours playing on the PS2. We had burgers for dinner and listened to Rustle Peters. Then we walked to goalball practice. When we got there Angell wasn't there yet and neither was deacon. We did some fooling around while we wait for everything to get set up. Deacon finally showed up and when angell walked into the gym everyone sang happy birthday! We then played some goalball! Everyone was thinking give angell some shots for her birthday and funny thing is she got some not intentionally of course "coff" anyways when I was going to shoot stacy was like aim for the crosscourt give angell a good one its her birthday! After practice angell's perants brought cake! We had a mini party and after everyone went home. Clement dropped me off and ya I read fanfiction for 2 hours.

Anyways its a new month and I'm surprised and scard. The first month of school is already gone and I'm scard because I think time is moving too fast! Anyways there are a lot of birthdays this month so I'll talk about them when they come up but just so everyone knows HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OCTOBER PEOPLE! THAT INCLUDES MY PERANTS! Well hope everyone has a good month and remember Halloween is coming soon! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

Peace!

Deacon's Birthday

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 04:08:30 GMT

Today Deacon had his party even though his bday was last week. Anyways they picked me up and there were 7 of us, Deacon, Tomas, Tayler, kristy (cant remember her name) his perents and me. Deacon's perants dropped us off at Watermania and we did everything. First we went to the wave pool and fooled around for a bit. Then we went to the slides. We were going to the diving boards but the waves turned on so we went back. After the waves turned off we went to the diving boards. We went of the 2 meter but deacon wouldn't go off. He stood up there watching us go off for maybe 20mins and he also saw little kids half his size going to the 5 meter. After my third jump my goggles slipped off and they had to go find them. After maybe another 10 mins deacon finally jumped off. We jumped for a few more times and before we went back to the wave pool we all jumped off one more time. Instead of going to the wave pool we went to the hottub even though they were all 13-14 and I was the only 15 year old person lol I feel old. We cracked jokes and made fun of deacon most of the time. Around 6 o'clock we got out and changed. I got nachos and everyone ate it lol. we waited for like 30mins before deacon's perents came and picked us up. We then went to a restarant and it was a buffet! While we ate we cracked your so fat jocks and had riddles. Everyone had lots of food and ice cream. We had to walk a few blocks to get to the car and I couldn't see so I used my Ide cane because I didn't bring the other one and was too lazy to take an arm. Me and deacon talked while the other 3 fooled around while on our way to the car. When we got there the entire ride we had riddle contest. All of deacon's riddles were pretty much impossible to answer while mine were easy and plus the fact my hints were better. They just dropped me off a few minutes ago so now I'm writing this and ya.

Also welcome back to all the people who went to space camp! There is goalball practice and Stacy is going to kill us again lol! Well i'll see you guys there peace!

Goalball today

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 04:36:37 GMT

Today's practices was a bit diffrent from most of the others. For one thing there was only four people, Shane, Dug, Keran and me. We did warm ups but instead of doing what we usually did after running we had to do even more exersises. We then spent some time making our shoots better by practicing hip movments. It took me some time but I think my shoot actually is a tad harder and Stacy says I'm getting better Booyah! We also practiced the L-shot though I completely suck at it lol. Then we played 2vs2 me and shane vs dug and keran. We started pretty well we had to incoperate the new motions into our shoots and I think I can shoot harder. In the first half we won but in the second we lost by 12-15 pretty good stacy thought. Then we switched so it was me and dug vs shane and keran. We only played for 10mins on this one but this time me and dug won lol. Well that was practice for this week I cant wait to see next week. Well peace out!

Adam's Party

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 17:33:18 GMT

Yestarday was Adam's party finally! I gave conner and ashely a ride but we wree late because ashely missed the bus or something. Anyways when we got there we went up staire but I made sure not to go first because once conner walked through adam's door he got shoot by bebeguns and one of adam's other friends came behind him but I snuck up from behind and did full nelson lol. We we4re in adams room for a bit and then we went down stairs and set up the XBox and they played Halo 2. Some of us wanted to play cops and robbers so we went outside. Me and micheal ran out of adam's back yard and went to the park. While we wree hiding Nikka calls my cell phone and tells me shes at the front door so I ran back. When I got there we walked back to the park but they weren't there so we went to adam's through the back ally and nikka's dad kept following us. We heard them shooting some shoots and we came in through the basement door. Nikka scard some of the guys playing on the XBox then we went up to the other stairs and we were listening to the others talk because micheal told them nikka was there but since we didn't show up right away they didn't belive it. Then they said sometyhing about nikka and she got pissed and was like HEY! and we went up the stairs to the others. We went back down stairs after the others made teams for cops and robbers but some people didn't want to play so we went and played SoulCaliber 2 on XBox. It didn't take me long to get used to the controls and people kept shoot us with the bebeguns. People were split between video games and shooting people with bebeguns. For most of the day I pretty much played soul caliber. After a few hours of playing we had pizza and there was also gamecube. Then we played for a few more hours and then had cake. We were going to watch a movie but decided to play more soulcaliber. After a few more hours we switched to the PS2 and played soulcaliber3. We played a few rounds while others were in adam's room. That was pretty much what we did though we had to stop with the bebeguns because Tomas almost brock a door and adams dad got mad. Everyone left around 10 o'clock.

Then I stayed up till 12:30 am reading. I then went to church and now I'm writing this. Well that's all I got to say so bye for now!

Sooooooo DAMN TIRED!

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 04:08:16 GMT

Today was the first pre-practice for wrestling and I was exited because it finally was time for some fun! Tere were nine people one grade 9, six grade 10's, one grade 11 and the captain grade 12. We started with warm ups and I was trying to get back into the grove. After we spent most of the time working on technique. But the fun part was when we played King of the Mat. All you have to do is push the other people out or turn them or pin them and everyones on their knees. First round was pretty interesting, I took out Alfreido and everyone took each other out and it endded up with me vs the team captain. I put up a good fight but I lost in the end. Next round I was waiting behind the captain while everyone killed each other. Kyle and Alfreido tried to take out JayJay the captain and endded up doing it but I came right behind them and pushed them both out hahaha! Final round after that me and Conner went after JayJay and took him out though he didn't try that much but still. Anyways right after that Conner jumps me but the poor sucker got his ASS KICKED! HAHAHA! NO ONE TAKES ME OUT LIKE THAT! Anyways Adam got taken out by the grade 9 Nickolas and I just stroled over and killed him lol. Then we did one on one matches king of the court style. I beat two guys and left my friend beat me so I didn't have to face JayJay lol! Then we went one more time and it finished with me vs JayJay and I won though he didn't try that much but o well.

Conner said he would give me a ride and his mom didn't show up yet so we started walking to her job because it was just up the street. Ashely came up behind us and she asked for a ride because Nikka ditched her. When we got to where Conner's mom worked she was not there! We thought she went back to the school so Conner ran back while m eand Ashely sat there in front of BlockBuster and talked. After awhile they came and picked us up. We dropped Ashely at 29th but by that time I was late for swimming and my dad said don't bother going and conner's mom said she could drive me so I asked her to bring me to Goalball and she did.

When I got there everyone was eating donuts! We started with elimanation and it was guys vs girls or 2 vs 3. Some how I ended up last again but I still couldn't take out either one so the girls won without lossing a person. Next round Clement got knocked out first again! And I got knocked out but Shane won in the end. We then played real games and it was me and shane vs clement, shawn and dug. The final score was around 12-16 for the other team. We did a good job though I think it was me letting in most of the goals. We played another game and that was it. I was so damn tired and my clothes were socked! When I finally got home I took a shower and did some of my homework. Now I'm writing this and now I'm SO DAMN TIRED AND SORE!

Well anyways hope the people going to space camp have fun and don't get hurt now lol! Damn I hate you guys! LOL! Well peace out!

WOW That was pretty funny

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 04:34:41 GMT

Okay so pretty much after goalball today I wasen't sure if my dad or my mom would pick me up so I go outside and my dad is there. We walk to the bus stop and get on teh bus but we got off because it was the wrong bus. We sat at the nearest bus stop and while we sat there all of a sudded we see a car do like I think an O turn and it stopped right in front of us and Angell's mom says hi and my dad goes up to the window and says hi. Apperantly they thought it was just me at the bus stop so I think they were going to give me a lift but when they saw my dad too well I thought it was a bit funny. So pretty much Angell drives us home I took a shower and now I'm writing this. I would write about goal ball but the only interesting thing is that we did elimenation and some how Dug got knocked out and it was just me and Deacon. I was like "Oh shit I'm scard" we block I think two or three shots then Deacon gets knocked out and I'm like "AHAHAH NOW I'M REALLY SCARD!" I blocked one or two shots and when I shot back I got angell out so lol. So it went from 3v1 to 2v1. I blocked two more shots then I missed one by a second and ya that's the way the ball rolls. So that's what happened and know I'm sitting here with only a towel and ya going to bed now. Peace!

Just somthing

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 00:41:15 GMT

I forgot to add that my hope you dont feel offended but my "blind" friends are all going to space camp and I'm not waaaaa. I blame it on clement and angell for not telling me soon. Lol joking I guess it couldn't be helped considering I only met clement in April. Well anyways hope you guys have fun and dont get hurt and I'm going to laugh so hard on the large pile of homework you will be getting so I guess there is an upside to not going lol!

On a second note Clement hope everything is okay with your little speace thing and ya well I'm not sure what to say but what ever you choose is obviously what you want and I say good on ya!

Well peace out!

Happy Birthday Jamie!

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 00:35:51 GMT

Today is my little sister Jamie's birthday. She turned 7 I think but anyways she had the party yestarday and I invited Conner and Micheal Roberts over. We spent most of the day taking turns playing warcraft and all the little kids just played out side. Later on Conner and Roberts played outside with some of them while I spent pretty much the hole day playing on the computer. In midevening Conner jumped down my stair case and apperantly a kid got in his way so in order to avoid him he didn't land on his ankle right and sprained it. When he told me I was like wow that's the same way it happened to me the stairs! Lol irony is funny. Anyways that's pretty much what I have to say besides happy birthday to my little sister I love you so much even though it dosen't seem so and even though you dont like me or your other brothers we probably wouldn't let anything happen to you no matter what. Well peace out and happy birthday Jamie!

Today's Activities

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 04:04:45 GMT

I went to Ashely's because she asked if I wanted to go hang at the mall becase she snuck $200 out of her deposite. So I went over and we also told Nikka. But before I could come I had to go to my guitar lesson. It was okay just starting up again but anyways after that I told my dad to drop me off at Ashely's. When at Joyce Station we saw Ashely so my dad stopped at I got out. We got to her house and High School Musical was on so we watched it. Nikka arrived a while later but my mom called me telling me that I had to go to the Optometrist at 3:00. So we went and got junk food and pizza and we ate at Ashely's until my perants came. My mom and I took the skytrain to Grandville and saw my doctor (Hows name escapes me) We did a rutine check up and we talked about some of the equipment. I'm trying to get a new pare of Sports Goggles. After my mom and me went to the store because I was thursty and we also got a magazine with Steve Irwin on the cover. We took the skytrain back and my mom got of at Joyce while I went on to Metrotown. Thing is I got the dame eyedrops that make your eyes sensative to light so it was a bit blury. I really got to stop going to the mall with Ashely and Nikka because they said to me them at EBGames but I got a little lost but finally found me way to the movie thearter and I told them to come and meet me there. They took so damn long though so I made a quick trip to EB and while I was there they called and asked where I was and I told them to wait there. I went back up to the escalator of the movie thearter and I did not see them so I started to go up the escalator and Nikka was like "John!" she had come down the other escalator right in front of me. We both went back up to the movie thearter but Ashely had gone down the stairs so we laughed. We didn't watch a movie though. Ashely's mom found out she had $200 and took most of it back so she only had $30. We went to a store and Nikka bought a new bag. We then spent maybe 2hours in the arcade trying to beat a stupid game! After that we went to the food court and ate New York Fries. We then went to the elavator in the food court and went down and played on the escalators. After a while playing with a bouncy ball Nikka said lets play ball tag and she was like John your it and you have to wait for us to get in the elavator. I was like f**k that! I actually tried to find them for a bit but gave up because they were being such biches! I look at the directory and was trying to find my way back to the skytrain and then I tried to retrace my steps. Then after a bit of walking they called my cell and told me to come back. So I went back and heard them so I walked to where I thought they where. Damn they pissed me off! I sat at a bench for a bit and they called me again saying where did I go? Because they couldn't see me! I told them where I was and they saw me and ran again so I sat there and called Adam and talked for a few seconds. I called them and told them I had to get home and they tell me that Nikka's mom is in the mall and that Nikka had to buy school supplies. So they started walking back to Grand&Toy but the bitches didn't find me and I started to walk back in that general direction but I got lost! I walked around the Grand Court twice! I went down 3 of the 4 hallways before I endded up at Zellars and they kept calling me telling me where to go. I was standing near the elavator and they yell at me a floor down. I go down but they are already gone and I was like DAMN IT! I finally found the right path and finally found my way back to Grand&Toy and found them in the store. Nikka bought some stuff then went and bought a game at EB. Then they drove us home and here I am writing this entry pissed and tired! Well that's all Peace!

Second Day of School, Swimming and End of First Week

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 01:28:12 GMT

I forgot to put this up yestarday so I'm doing it know.

Day 2

Before School

I got there at 8:00am a bit later then usual but hey what ever. While crossing the street Micheal comes out of no where. We go to our lockers and get our stuff ready to go. We did what we always did which was go to the computer lab and hang till the bell rang.

E Block-English

My english class was in the same room as CE and the same teacher. This class I had more of my friends in it. Conner, Adam and Meesha. The teacher did some things the same as in CE and talked about herself. We did a few things and then the bell rang but no homework so yay!

Homeroom

This week everyday we had a homeroom just to us prepared and tell us junk. Mostly we just talked to each other.

F Block-Science

This was a big class and Conner, Adam and Nikka were in it. Our teacher is pretty funny and made us do a little activite so she could figure out our names. We had an assembly in the begging of class. It was just about one of the school fund rasiers. Anyways we got the usual course outline and junk. Not much to say about this class.

Break

I bought something to eat because I was hungry but they increased the price of everything! I caught up to the others and we just hung around tll the bell ran.

G Block-PortFolieo so I thought

I went to the room that it told me to go to but it did not seam right. Some people were in the wrong class and I was one of them. The teacher did roll call and I found that I was actually in ICY. So I and my friend Steven left and I was going to help him get to his class because he did not know where to go because he transfered in this year. While we where walking Mrs. F.M. calls out her window and ask why we are late and we told her we were in the wrong class. She made us come to her office and she told Steven to go to his class. Then she figured that no one gave me my new scedule and told me to go to the same class as steven. So I caught up to him and we were off. We got there late of course we were already late by 10 or so minutes. The teacher made everyone do these servays so we could see our attitude kind of thing. Now I know I hate planning 10.

Lunch

Beasically had lunch. We did a bit of folling around because we were bored.

H Block-Guitar

The teacher said that there was only 4 people in the class but it ends up to be 7 and a student assistant. We just talked about what kind of guitar we played if we played and how much experiance we have. When the class was almost over the girl sitting beside me didn't know I was visualy impard and I said that I was legaly blind and she was like, "What your blind! That's so cool!" Then me and my friend Gysepay started laughing like crazy.

Homeroom

There was another homeroom because they had to give us stuff for the fund rasiser.

After school

I moved fast enough to catch Micheal and we walked fast enough to make it to the third stop and get on the bus. The bus ride was okay just talking with friends and stuff. I got to 29th Ave and I was on my bus home with Conner and some girls he knew. Then my cell phone rings and it's Kay telling me that shes not sure if her perants are picking her up and she had no money for the bus. I was like F**K! And asked if I had to come back but then I remembered that Adam and Kasia were still at school and told her to find them. Then she calls me back and says her dad called and said he was going to pick her up. I got to my stop and one of the girls got off too and was walking the the same general direction as me so we talked and her name is Stefeny (dont question my spelling I know it sucks) And she lived on the same street as me but further down. I told her to meet me at the bus stop in the morning.

Swimming

Swimming went okay but we had to do the 500meter swim or 20 laps. I was like crap but I actually did pretty good. I got the best time like always though my time was not as good as it was last time I did the 20 laps. I got 12mins and 12 seconds. After I was not dizzy though I was really tired but still good.

End day

Today

I got up my usual time and after I did my morning rutine I was at the bus stop though Steffany never made it. I got to school my regular 7:40am. Did my usual morning stuff and headed to class.

A Block-Christian Edu

Today we had to do a reflection about peerpressure. When everyone was done she asked if anyone wanted to share and no one did. She did tell us about herself but we promised not to say so ya.

Homeroom

More pointless stuff just talked to each other and we still dont know who the teacher is supposed to be. They dont even know lol!

B Blcok-Foresty

Most of the people gave there permission slip. The guys that sat at the little group of tables last time sat at another table and they took 2 of 4 desk with them. A new girl came and sat in the other chair across from me. Her name was Rebeca and she transfered to ND this year and got transfered to this class. We did a bit of learning but got no homework yay!

Break

Nothing special just the regular.

C Block-Social Studies

Did a bit of learning and junk though know I'm scared because we have a small project kind of thing. It's a Curent Events assignment, we have to find a current event and then make a big speach about it in front of the class and I hate that! We have to wait till it's our turn before we can start looking for one so I was like darn.

Lunch

Ate lunch talked yada yada yada!

D Block-Math

We are now getting math homework everyday! And it's hard for me to pay attention when I'm trying to home the Flipper/Camera thing, look at my labtop, look at my textbook, write what I need to, listen to the teacher and have my TA nag me. So I think this years math will be a bit harder then I though and the homework I not understand.

AFter school

We missed the bus but today I didn't have another feasco about leaving Kay at the school because I made sure to tell her to ask her perants. We had to walk to the skytrain station again didn't take as long as the first day because we didn't stop for pop. Kay's dad called and I told him to wait for us at 29th Ave. When we finally got there I got a ride and we dropped of another kid then went to my house. Kay, Kilo and Kayla are in my house right now so ya.

Well that's all for these things and the last day of the first week of school yay! One down around a hundred more. Damn lol well peace!

First Offical Day of School and Fun Encounters

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 02:16:20 GMT

Today was the first offical day of school with all the classes and everything. I got to school my usual 7:45am, 30mins before school started. I was waiting around for my friends to start showing up and when Micheal got there we talked fixed our lockers and waited. Kay finally came and I showed her some of her classrooms because she was a bit confused. Later my other friends arrived and we hung around till the bell rang.

A Block-Chritian Education

Conner was in my class and I got a teacher I met last year at the Outdoor club. We didn't get homework we just did some preparation for the rest of the year. The best part is that for the next three classes including today we get to watch a movie "A Walk to Remember" sweet!

B Block-Forestry

This is a grade 11 course that I got in because the school will not give me GYM! Some of my friends in grade 11 were there so I was happy. I was sitting at a table with three guys I didn't know and I really didn't get there names though they were nice enough to me one even made some conversation and they thought I was a genious because I said I was in grade 10. But I just told them that I didn't have gym so they let me take this and the fact that I'm legaly blind.

Break

Me and my friends just did what we always did hang around talk and yada yada yada. We saw Mesha's sister standing by herself so we were going to ask if she was okay but we got intercepeted by one of my other friends in grade 12 and we didn't get a chance to talk to her because the bell rang.

C Block-Social Studies

I like socials because of the history and war junk. This was an interesting class and the teacher seemed like a nice guy though after his nice little speace I found that he was pretty stricked. He gave us homework on the first day but luck for me I couldn't see the Atlass so he just said draw Canada and lable as best you can. So in the end I didn't get homework for that class so I'm happy!

Lunch

We usually ate lunch in a class room but the teacher that was always there was out on maternaty leave so we had to eat somewhere else. When My friends gathered we ate, talked and insalted. Also one of them was spitting grape seeds at one of the others. We just did what we always did and hung around.

D Block-Math

Math is one of the classes that I'm okay at. I had to set up my labtop and the flipper thing. The class went well though it was hard for me to pay attention and move the stupid flipper at the same time. In the end we got homework and since math is easy enough to see with the inlarged texted book I endded up with homework.

After school

I was looking for Kay because her mom asked me to bring her to St. Mary's were she would be picked up. When I found her Ashely's mom called me saying Ashely didn't have money. When I found Ashely or rather she found me she told me she had money. We were walking to the bus stop Kay and me and all of a sudded her friends call her and tell her that her dad is here so she left. Me, Ashely, Adam and Kasia, Adam's sister, waited at the bus stop but I knew we would not get on and sure enough it just drove on. Me and Ashely started walking but Adam stayed because his sister didn't want to walk but in the end they finally followed us. Micheal had gotten off the bus at the next stop because he didn't want to be with Conner. We walked to BlockBuster and got some pop but when we got out we saw the bus coming so we ran like crazy to the next stop but that bastard just drove past it and we were really pissed off. We finally made it to the skytrain but Ashely went back to school because Nikka was there. Me, Adam and Kasia got of at 29th Ave and took the bus home.

Home

I tried to do my math homework but realized I had absolutely to F-ing idea what to do. So know I have to ask the teacher tomorrow for help. Had dinner a while ago and was bored so I read some fanfics and tried to figure my home work no dice. So now I'm writing this entry in.

I forgot to say...At Science world station.

When we went up the escalator all of a sudden I hear some on yell my name and it was Melissa. She graduated last year and she came home from colage. We talked for a bit but I had to go because my friends kept waling on.

Anyways I'm writing this entry now and now I have nothing else to do so I'm done peace out!